Defuq #1

So recently there's so many status post on facebook like these:-

a. I just broke up and I have learnt so many things. This is a letter for my future husband (post with picture)

b. This is a song for me and my future husband. Aww so sweet

c. Oh future husband where are you.. please take me away from my life now

It's not like I have problem with people like these but BOOM! after a few days the girl A is back with her fag boyfriend and repeat the same damn thing. I don't really get these kind of people, is this something to be proud of? Seriously? Future husband? So your logic is find some song or probably a picture you like and BOOM! this is for my hubby/dear/baby or for those who's ass is still single, this is for my friggin future husband?

Random thoughts

It's 2:36am 05/03/2011. Can't put myself to sleep. Listening to songs that I keep from 2009. A lot of memories flash back in my head. Makes me think what have I done in these past years. Did I ever change? Is changing into someone else is bad? Is changing myself into someone better is bad? Is changing based on someone called copying/ not being yourself? Teenagers(including me) nowadays often thinks they need to be themselves, does that mean every person need to have different interest, clothes and behavior?

Too many things running in my mind. Some of them are memories some is random thoughts. I never did anything to make myself proud. If I wake up tomorrow and suddenly a child waking me up calling me "Papa" what can I do to impress him. I feel like my whole life is pointless. Never made anyone happy. Tried, but fail. This is not some "give me attention" thingy but I really mean it. Have you guys ever think about it? I do think some of you did. I don't really like thinking about this but I can't really help it.

Life's a bitch, so if yours is easy then you're doing it wrong.

I forgot where did I found this quote but i gotta say I agree with it. Nothing in life is easy, but still you gotta live your life. Someone always said to me "live your life to the fullest" but what the hell does that mean? Does it mean you gotta do what you want in life. Honestly speaking, if that really what it means then I'll never have a chance in making a family. I mean in life you have that shit called responsibilities and I think many of us is not a fan of him but that shit is the thing that keeping us and probably the whole world together.

I'm just confused, and maybe a little curious. That's all.

Random Awesome

2/10/2011

The most awesome day so far in my life. We went to Air Terjung Chemerong in Terengganu. At first I felt a bit wavered to go there, but thank god I stick to the plans and went there with my classmates. It was awesummmm. Strike that, it is the most awesomest decision I ever made. It's cheap, it's fun damn why do I even hesitate to go. Fuck you past Imtiaz that hesitate. We rent 2 vans and a car. 23 of us went there and not all of us are from UiTM. There's Mek Di's fiancee. and dude, I'm GLAD that you join us Abang Faris(yeah he's older then us). 

The Bad Boys Team

We went there with 2 vans and a car but I don't have the picture for the Pink Team(White Van) and the Reliable Team(Blue Gen-2). 

Upon Arrival

Chow Time~

The food was frigging epiiic~~ Most of them were sponsored by Mek Di and Kak Long's family. Thanks guys :D Oh and three cheers for Abang Faris! Damn he worked really hard =.= While most of us bustle ourselves he and Mek Di worked really hard =.= Sorry guys, and thanks 

Seriously, this is the best time of my life. The only thing that spoiled it is because not many of us know how to swim. But it's ok, I guess not everyone knows how to swim. I just hope that the next time we'll make a trip that relates to water activities like this one, EVERYONE will already know how to swim. 

Farewell Chemerong!

P/S: Yob, tak cool langsung ko tiru bal. Cukupla 1 sakai dalam klas =.= 

P/S/S: Ustat nampak sangat gelak fake dalam gambar tu =.=

P/S/S/S:Asal aku nampak cam gelak malas dalam gambar tu -,-